I was just a little G growing up. I loved being a gangster, living the crazy life, smoking dope all night all day. Life didn’t mean anything to me. Dope was my life.
One night, I was kicking it with my homeboy Jose. I was smoking like any other day. Something went wrong, we end up having sex. I felt like a bad person, but at the same time I didn’t care.
Who knew that god was going to send me a little peace of heaven to take hell away? That’s right at 14, I got pregnant. I had my baby three months after I turned 15. This made me feel special, you know like if I was some one, I am a mom.
This changed my life. I love my son more than any thing in this world, so I had to make some changes. Instead of spending money on dope I spent money on my son, a.k.a. Chuky or Angel.
I learned that when you chose to be a grown-up you have to be one for the rest of your life. No more party’s, no more drugs, and no more fights. Having my baby really changed my life. Today I am a changed girl or should I say lady.
I’m going to keep it this way. I am going to make it. It is going to be hard, because I still have meth on my mind. I sometimes feel like trash because, you know, I still want to use. This is not my son’s fault to have a crazy mom like me. I barely got out of drug treatment. I have been clean awhile now and I am going to keep it that way for Chuky. For now on I am going to stay true to my self.
Friday, October 2, 2009
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9 comments:
i think it was a smart idea for you to change your old habits. i think you should add a little more to it
1. you spent your drug money for your son.
2. make more detials in it
3.when you use it makes you dumber.
4.it was good i liked it.
#1how she changed her life for her son that takes alot.#2 make it alil longer.#3 that having kids may be hard but its a good life experience.#4 keep up the good work grl and stick by your kids they wont get you in trouble
1. when she said that she noticed her mistakes.
2. she could of been more specific
3. to get their life strait and don't turn back to it.
4. that is really being a good mom for not turning back to it...
I like how you have a positive mind about what happened and what you are going to change in your life so you and your kid can both have fantastic lifes from now and on. More detail can help narritive out. she learned that shes gotta change her ways to take care of her and her kid. stay strong minded and dont change.
1. my favrite part is that you are changing for your son.
2. you dont need nothing to change i think it was outstanding.
3. she learnd that when you get somethig spiesle send to you it can make you change.
4. im glad to know that you want to change your ways.
1. i think that its good that even though it was a bad thing she didn't let it get her down and give up her baby
2. i dont think that anything is wrong (good job)
3. that its not good to smoke and live a honyst life with her baby.
4. i think you are a spicel person to have a miricle like the one you have. keep it with love a sucur.
thats good you changed your evil ways for your angel and you are a lady now a strong one. the past is done its just the future now
brayan L.
1.your main idea is to change for your son.
2. my favrite part is that your trying to change. it relates to me because i need to change to.
3. i think that you need to keep doing what you doing for your son.
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