Poem: I Give Up

I give up

I give up on you
You know I hella
Like you
And you can tell I do
So now that I give up on you
I’m going to move on
But with out you
I hella like you but
I’m not the type of
Fu to beg for you
Don’t get me wrong
Mija
You are worth it
But
You don’t show no
Interest
So that’s why I’m
Giving up on you.

Poem: War

War

People in war
Getting killed
Heads getting blown
Of
You have to watch
Your back at all time
You don’t click clap POW
You’re dead
And then you have to
Watch your step
Click oh dang claymore
In the ground POW your
Blown up
You are dead now
Families are crying now
Their little baby’s are dead
Now is you funeral
You laying their dead
You brother is crying, sad, mad
He tells his mom
I’m going to war
as soonest he steps
pang headshot with a
sniper
dang your dead to.

Poem: Me and You

Me and you

We can always get
Away
Because when is just
Me and you we won’t care
About the rest
So come on baby
Lets get lost in the middle
Of nowhere
And if you don’t want to
Be with me anymore don’t
You worry bout that ma
I always carry napkins to
Clean my tears on them.

Poem: My Girl

My girl

I wish you were my girl
Like the sunshine I get
In a cloudy day
And
You are the girl
That is meant for me
Is just how the
Honey was meant for
The bee’s to eat
And I have a sweeter girl
Than the birds singing a
Sweeter song
I guess the only girl
That can make me
Fill this way is
The girl I can’t have
Everyday
My girl

Poem: Darkness

Darkness


Darkness is like my soul
With all the hate
Inside of it
And I rather live during
The night
Then the day
Because night
Is like my death
With all the anger and
The hate
This people have with
My race
And I rather be in
Hell
Then in heaven
Because in hell I
Can just be myself.

Poem: Decision

Decision

And time yet for
A hundred indecisions
I finally grow some balls
And made my decision
Curled once about the
House
And fell asleep
There will be time,
There will be time
Later on in the after life time
And would it been
Worth it
After all that time
And would of it been worth it
We have lingered in the chamber
Of the sea
Than I will become old
With a bald spot in the middle
Of my hair
And lay their all by my own

Poem: I Had You

I had you

When I see you I smile
When I don’t I get down
And when you’re around
All I want to do is
Hold you.
But I can’t!!!
When I hold your hand
I don't want to let go,
But I have to
When I look into your eyes
Is the best feeling ever
Is like a natural high.
You’re like my phone
Always want to have you
Around.
And always hold you,
Play with you,
And see you
Dang I wish I had you.

Haiku

School

School’s fun just because
You’re here I would not be here
If you weren’t here.

Haiku

Down

Down to earth if your
Down for mine I’ll be there when
You need a friend me.

Poem: You Are the Reason

You are the reason

You are 80% of the reason
Why I wake up every morning.
The other 10 is to take a piss,
the other 10 is to take a shower.
You are the reason
for why I don’t walk away everyday.
You are the best!
My one and only reason
why.

Poem: What I love of you

What I love of you

I love your lips and your beautiful eyes.
I love your voice,
I like the way you smile.
I love the way you are,
you’re the best girl I have ever met!
I don’t know you that well.
But seems the first day I met you,
I can’t stop thinking and dreaming of you!
And when I first saw you,
I said to myself wow
this is my angel
you are my baby girl!
I like the way you dress
I love you, you’re the best
I love the way you talk to me well sometimes,
and I love the fact that we look at each other,
and then we smile at each other after words.
I like your hair, and I love your beautiful soft skin.
But the most of all, is the you I see every day!

ABC Autobiography

Bb - Babies
K well check this out I love babies. Babies to me is like I don’t know how to explain it yarramean. Is just like I been around so many little kids that I love them little kids sometimes get annoying. But to me na it’s not even like that they are just way to cute for me that is not even funny. So yea but one’s again that’s only if you ask me.

Ff - Feelings
Feelings to me is very important because feelings is something about us that makes us fill a good way or a bad one. So my point is when you disrespect someone and you hurt them basically your hurting their feelings that’s why I’m saying that. That is a very important of life. You know how some people go for some fine as girls I don’t really do that I go for their feelings. But then again that’s only if you ask me.

Cc - Conejo
My boy is Conejo we go way back to the days we been down for each other. I remember when me and him used to got to Summit High School and we used to get Lesli so mad it was messed up but funny at the same time. So yea all I’m saying is that Conejo is like a little brother for me

He realized he needed a punishment. Page 37

I choose this quote because
It relates to me because I know when I mess up and I realize it I’m just like him I would like a punishment.
I hella agree with it because how like I said everybody that messes up or does something illegal for the law should get a punishment.

There are consequences for our acts. My boy. Page 7
Yea their always consequences for everything you do it could be the most little thing ever but if someone takes it bad their goanna be consequences.
And it relates to me because every time I do something stupid I always get the consequences after so yea.

Persuasive Paper

Hey what do you like better subway or McDonald’s? why do you like it better? Well let me tell you something hope I can change your mind to start eating more at subway because subway is way better good taste long sandwich and you could even choose your own toppings on it and you not eating as much calories like at McDonald and not just that you are even eating good and healthy. Your eating your vegetables so I freaking love it way better because you eat good and healthy and not unhealthy. So start eating more at subway and eat way less calories.

I think well I don’t think I actually know that subway is way better than McDonald’s because it has one of the best freaking I mean best taste flavor is the bomb. The taste is so good and not just that is good is baked and made fresh every single day so I love it like a fat kid like my self love’s cake.. when something is made fresh that’s what makes it way better I mean god its just the best it’s a big fat wow baked and fresh everyday. So I rather subway than McDonald’s.

Than another thing God I love it to because it could be more expensive but its way freaking better because while your eating it. Your not just eating good taste you are eating healthy to because your eating so many freaking less calories and not just all fat grease. Oh and guess what ells your eating you might not know but guess what a lot of people don’t know this and they say they hate vegetables but what they don’t know is that they are eating all does vegetables and guess another thing. You could even lose weight while eating their and eating healthy.

And last but not least the best best freaking part of it and the best thing of it is that is bigger longer. And than you can not only have a big long tasty sandwich you could even choose you own toppings like you can choose what you want on it. and what don’t you want on it. and not just that you can choose your own toppings on it you can even choose what you how big or how small you want it and god man I love it big time subway is way better than anything out their but Mexican food.

Ok look check this out. If you keep eating at McDonald’s you going to gain weigh. Then get all fat and then your going to want to drop some weigh. And guess what you could gain weigh so easy but to lose weigh it way freaking harder. So if I was you or anybody ill stop eating that because it’s to make you unhealthy so please start eating more at subway and eat fresh.

My Neice - Personal Narrative

What happen? How did you fill? What was you reaction? Well I was inside with my wifey next thing you know I hear is everybody yelling screaming with fear. So I ran outside not knowing what happen so I ran outside with my pops shotgun thinking somebody or something attacked my family. Next thing you know I seen my brother on his knees I have never ever seen him so sad.

I seen him sad but like that day no. I don’t wish that to nobody in the world not even my worst enemy. Is the worst feeling in the world you could be the biggest buffest guy in the world but when you see 2 people in the world that you love the most 1 in his knees and 1 on his arms and the 1 he is holding is your niece and she cant breath and she is passed out. Trust me you’ll cry like a little baby or worst. But really if I hade 1 wish it will be never ever have to go thru that again that will be my only 1 wish.

When I seen her in my brothers arms I felt terrified scared sad angry. I felt like this was the end of us. I thought wasn’t gona come back to us. And if she wouldn’t have I knew for a fact this family wasn’t gona be the same any more. But when I seen my niece I blacked out forgot about everybody all i8 knew is that was my niece and we hade to save her one way or another.

So everybody was yelling at my brother telling him lets go to the hospital and he wouldn’t move he was just looking at her. He wasn’t crying his one of does guys that don’t cry but I knew he was crying in the inside and that hurts more. So I told him wey lets take her to the hospital and when I did he looked up on me. With some eyes the saddest eyes I have ever seen in the world. So he got up I ran to the car to open the door and turn on the engine so he ran with her in his arm.

Got in the car so we all left to the hospital and while we where going to it she open her eyes everybody was so happy but we where still scared so we got to the hospital and my family was their same as my sisters n laws family we where all so scared so we where just waiting to see was up and I couldn’t wait any more so I walk in to the room and seen her when I saw her I got so happy I have never been so freaking happy she saw me and she gave me a big a smile like a big girl so yea after all that I went to wall-mart and bought her this cute a baby and she loves it she always jugging and stuff so yea I love her like no other girl or woman in this life

What did I learn from it? What did I learn from it is now I know what to do what to do in that moment I learn to not freak out like everybody ells you should be scared but you shouldn’t freak out you should react quickly fast and do what you got to do to save the person you love. And that change my relationship with her I like I’m more careful with her I pay attention to her more I mean like 24/7 seen that effect her I try for her to not fall hard or something so yea I’m more careful with her because I don’t nothing like that to happen again so yea.

I Believe

Do I believe on signs from God? Yea, I do. I believe on it because I have been through so much. I been through sad, bad, scary, all kind of types and every time that happens I pray. And every time I do I pray for my family, friends, and for myself. Especially for my mama and my nieces and 2 brothers and 1 sister. In total we are 7. Those 7 are the most important to me in this life. I wouldn’t know what to do without them. Especially without does evil little girls. And every time something bad happens to them or myself it makes me realize a lots of stuff and it always pushes me further with my life so that’s a sign to me. Once we where all at my house and I was inside with my wife we where playing monopoly. Next thing I hear is my sister and my sister-in-law crying out loud. My mom was tripping out, so I ran outside with my dad’s shotgun and I saw my brother on his knees and everybody yelling “lets go” and he wouldn’t listen. He had my niece dead in his arms. So I looked at him and yelled at him and told him let’s go to the hospital and he only listened to me. And when we were on our way she came back to life and I believe that was a sign from God that He returned her back to us. So yea I do believe on it and I’m grateful she is still with us because without her in my life I don’t know what we all would have done without her. I love my baby girl, Sophie, and glad she still with us.

Word Choice: Describe the messiest room in your house

The room that is the least clean in my house is probably my sisters and her hubby’s. Because they are always at work and they don’t really have time to be cleaning up like all the time. But other than that the other one is my room which is the living room. And the only reason it is like that is because my niece goes to my house a lot so she throws everything and we have her toys right where she could get them. So she be making a disaster, but after words I clean it and if I don’t my mom usually cleans it up but usually I clean up the living room. But I not tripping. I’ll clean it up as many times she’ll come by because I love her.

My Best Friend

My best friend wasn’t really big, but he was a buff kid sort of like my boy Boyd. He was a very cool kid to hang out with. He was my best friend, no he is my best friend and he will always be my best friend. He was like a brother to me. We did almost everything together. He was bold and had his ear pierced. He was just like me - upset that he wasn’t as big as me, but he was buffer than me. We dress the same. We walk the same and almost everything we did was the same. But now he is somewhere in heaven or hell. Now all is left is the memories. I miss him and I love him a lot and I’m not shy to say I love him because he was my best friend and my brother. R.I.P. Jose Angel Mendoza miss you bro love you.